I think something in me just snapped.
Something important.
Something which I've been doing for all my life.
Something that I do so much but get very little for.

Caring.

I don't even know why I care about people.
I guess it's just in me to care about people.
Even if they're acting stubborn or just plain dumb.
But I just do it anyway.
I have to care.
But most of the time, whenever I show my 'care' to some people,
they give no appreciation, no thanks, no nothing
just some lame retort like 'what do you care?' or 'nobody cares anyway'
Every time that happens, a little part of me breaks a bit.

It's been going on for about 8 years now (Yes, I counted. I started to care about people when I was in primary 3 when I started losing both my grandfathers. Oh, how long has it been and how I miss them. I barely got to know them better.)

Thus, that's why it breaks as of today.
Breaks into a tiny, million, gazillion small pieces.
I'll still care though
but once I spot the slightest bit of anything negative
I'll just stop

I'm just too tired.

Mentally

Emotionally

I mean, why should I care if no one appreciates it or doesn't even fucking acknowledge it?

Why?

WHY?

Is the stupid inhabitants of this stupid world getting seriously stupid till they don't even recognize a simple show of care?
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