Today, or yesterday (Monday), was a pretty grim day for me.
Things just went from bad to worse. Ended up getting me all pissed off with my parents consistent blabbering and extremely demoralizing naggings that I just ran out of the house with my laptop and psp along with my laptop charger and 40 bucks.

Before I went out, I was at the gate with my shoes on, ready to go off, my mum told me to come back in and eat a little before going out. Kinda refused and she pretty much blazed up and said if i go off I would be 'derhaka' to her and all that. At that time, my little sis was shouting and screaming something and she went off to deal with her, leaving me by the doorstep, deciding to go off or just go in.

I went off.

In my heart, I felt pretty bad. I knew I shouldn't have done that but I just had to.

I needed time to think

to be by myself

to be in peace

So, I hooked up with Anesa, an old tuition friend, and went to Changi Airport Terminal 3 because she and some of her classmates were doing some of their projects there and I just needed time to kill. So, we reached there, rendezvous with her friends at the kopitiam (foodcourt) at the lower basements and just did our own work. Accessed the internet there, chatted with Hayati a bit before she suddenly went offline, went through some of the module 6p's, browsed facebook and some other stuff.

Stayed there till like 8.30pm and bid her and her friends goodbye and went off.

Took the mrt back to tampines and walked from the interchange to the swimming complex.

From there, I had 2 choices.

1) Go to the mosque

or

2) Go to some sitting area and read the book I just bought or play psp or something

I picked 1.

Went to the mosque, did my isyak prayers and just sat there. While I was sitting there thinking, there was an imam there doing some sort of talk about the some of the rules in Islam and how Islam is faring in the modern world and some stuff. Got to know some pretty interesting stuff there like if you talked bad about Islam when you yourself are a muslim, the punishment for that is DEATH. Yes, I'm not kidding, it is death. Because if it is considered a great crime in Islam if you did that and if you were a muslim.

Well, enough about that.

About the book I bought, here it is:

It's an amazing book I tell ya.

AMAZING

Pretty much sorted out some things I didn't like in my life and how to improve it.Halfway through the book and I'm already implementing some of the stuff I learnt in it.



p.s I won't go into the details on how I got home at 12.30am but you can bet I got some angry lecturing from my mum.

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